If I could turn back time.
Now that I am down to 7 pens I have had pause to think back over the last few years. And I am saddened. I wish I knew what I know now (little though that still is) back when I got into this. It would have saved a lot of heartache and perhaps I would have avoided many of the mistakes that I have made.
Pens I got from eBay that were out and out disasters I can put down to inexperience I guess. There were quite a few. Sometimes I followed the hype, most usually an error in judgement.
Nearly every pen that I've sold I've regretted having to part with, as often they were almost right - just one detail out in the main. Nearly every pen I've given away I now regret, as most have ended up in the hands of superficially friendly people who I suspect saw me as a naïve mark.
So, 7 pens left. None of which are especially interesting, though all fulfill the basic function of putting ink on the page.
I also wish I could have met the right people in the right way. Alas that this has never really happened. And I will never forget hearing that "fountain pen people are a better class" then running into the deeply, deeply held grudges of those who should be able to rise above petty discrimination.
Even though this is only a hobby, being marginalised is not fun.
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