Originally Posted by
Waski_the_Squirrel
Years ago, I was part of a forum that lost a member. He was friends in real life with several of the members, so we all knew he had passed. In other forums, people come and go for no reason other than being busy, and you never really know. I've been on hiatus from here for months at a time, and no one notices.
I wonder more about my pen pals with whom I'm in regular correspondence. One time I stop responding to letters. How do they know? I've also thought a lot about a photo website that I own. It has over a decade worth of photos of kids at a rural school, and all tagged by name. If I die, those photos will be gone once I quit paying the bills.
I've watched certain YouTube channels for years and then, suddenly, all their videos are gone without warning. in one case I later learned the full story, but in other cases, nothing.
The electronic world is, by nature, more ephemeral. My books, my pens, my house, my STUFF will all be left behind as a physical reminder of me. At a minimum, someone will have to cart them all to a landfill. My iTunes music, my Kindle books, my YouTube channel, and so on will all simply evaporate when I'm gone.
What I've realized is that I'm okay with it. I'll be dead. I value a lot more the kids whose lives I've influenced by teaching. Next to them, the people whose lives I've touched in some way. That is how I want to live on. Whether my name is forgotten or not is not important. Some great scientist or great teacher may be who they are because of the influence of a science teacher in Podunkville, ND, and they don't even know it, and I'm happy with that.
Or maybe I've never meant anything to anyone and my passing will be unnoticed. I'll be dead, so I'm okay with that too!
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