I'm in the odd situation of avoiding inking up my new pen. I would never let it just sit there. I will ink it up. But...

What if I'm disappointed? What if I pick the wrong ink? What if I clean it wrong and damage it? What if it's just ordinary?

This is a Pilot Custom Urushi in black with a MF nib, and yes, I'm sorry you just had to read through that silliness. It will be inked (I swear I swear I swear) this week with Iroshizuku Shin-Kai. Maybe I'll have pen peace?